rants and more rants

2009-10-22T05:00:00.001-07:00

because failing maths is cool.

more so when u tell your parents "i'll show you that i have been studying!"

hmm.

2009-10-20T04:32:00.000-07:00

i think i am suffering from social anxiety disorder.

avoiding people?

constantly thinking negatively?

always on the lookout for negative feedback?

i think i am going nuts.

this is bad.

2009-10-14T08:38:00.000-07:00

keeping myself sane is one of the toughest jobs on earth.

i can't stop thinking, and when you think too much,

("too much of anything is bad.")

you try to see deeper than the surface into every action and every gesture you observe,

and you see a whole new level of truth,

and what does that lead to?

knowing the truth might make you feel more pain than otherwise.

how would you know that your "truth" is the truth?

or is it simply your perception stirring you up.

i try to stop,

but in the end,

we come full circle.

2009-10-14T08:17:00.000-07:00

sabbaticals were fun :D

now got 2 days of free membership to studio wu le lol

sian now must start to pia pw D=

1 MONTH LEFT TO JAPAN :D

and 7 weeks to taiwan xD

i just want to stone at home all day and rot away. =(

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random, incoherent,
i try to make my feelings apparent,
rejected, saddened,
what do i do now, oh heaven.

there is no hope,
there is no light,
there is nothing
but despair and blight.

lost, left to wander,
i wish the world be torn asunder.

2009-10-13T05:28:00.000-07:00

i see the truth.

there is no 3d.

there is no 3d.

there is no 3d.

there is only 2d.

2009-10-03T02:03:00.001-07:00

on a side note, Asura Cryin' is cryptic. hardly understand anything but oh well its cool :D

nogizaka haruka no himitsu is so loveydovey..if only the real world's like 2D. lol

To Aru Kagaku no Railgun is out :D

together with Nyan Koi!, Armed Librarians: Book of Bantorra, Kampfer, and Seitokai no Ichizon!

Seitokai no Ichizon is about this student council with strangely otaku behavior, and the only guy in it is a guy who plays bishoujo games (note: ero visual novels) and proclaims the council to be his harem. good stuff. only that its not subbed :P love the haruhi / lucky star references inside tho. (lazy to put up pics).

Armed Librarians is rather deep, and questions the worth of human lives. A church called the Sendeki Church has brainwashed people and embedded them with bombs making them think that they are less than human, even erasing their will to live. A group known as the Armed Librarians seek to challenge this church, as well as protecting books known as books of the dead, crystallised souls that contain the dead's memories, which the church seek to manipulate for their own benefits. coolstuff.

and thus, i am really screwed for promos lol

2009-10-03T01:55:00.000-07:00

1 DAY LEFT TO DOOMSDAY.

Mon: KI (dead)
Tues: Econs (dead)
Wed: Break
Thurs: Maths (SERIOUSLY dead)
Fri: History(dead)

In Summation,

= GG.

2009-09-30T08:16:00.000-07:00

woohoo burning with PASSION to MUG.

Econs -> KI -> HISTORY
-------MATHS --------->

Rough timeline for mugging lol

msn is screwing up again D=

ebuddy~ :D

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on a sad note,

it seems that my grandma has forgotten who i am..

it seems that not everything is for granted =x

maybe it's time for me to take a different outlook on life.

it's too late to cry for the dead.

they won't hear it.

2009-09-26T04:14:00.001-07:00

so much for mugging until 9pm..

still ended up with a careless mistake for SnS x.x

if only i werent this careless.

left with integration / graphing techniques to mug..

shall slack for one day..

tmr piaaa~

prac more maths after that, combined with a healthy dose of history / econs and some discussing about ki..and i should be geared up. :D

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h3 ~~

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ni-paaaaa~

2009-09-23T04:48:00.000-07:00

tired x.x

shouldn't have woke up at 1am and didn't sleep after..zz

totally shagged.

active for 19hours already o.o

i think i am falling sick,

and my results are going to be shitted x.x

gg.

2009-09-22T11:15:00.000-07:00

new blogskin and new blog-link.

i will change and rise from the ashes i swear.

pain will accompany this path, but i shall rise above it and take the winnings of this bet.

in this game of life, there can only be one winner.